The fact that I've been pondering for 2+ weeks where to begin answering the question, "When did it all start?" has really highlighted for me how big and complicated this really is for me and how hung up on it I have been - probably even for years before Shawn's suicide.
Do I start with the happy memories?
Do I begin with the very first time I went to bed crying because of Shawn's drinking?
Or do I start with the times when things got really dark?
Surprisingly (at least to me) I find I want to explore the happy memories right now.
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